Late night thoughts

Its 5:41am and I am still wide awake.

This is kinda my body clock now. Trying to change it but obviously not trying hard enough, what with all the hard partyings and bumming around.

Everyday I just get a little more ruthless, caring lesser for people, nonchalant as ever. Its as though there is a void somewhere within me. I just want to do whatever I want to do and not feel obliged. Is that so hard?

Currently at a phase of life where things get a little more serious..

I cringe at the thought of routines.

But it has to be done.

Till I'm back on my feet again..