Finally ill, T_T

I'm sick, just 2 days before my 20th, not that it matters much. But damn, I really hate the flu and bad throat. Makes me weak. And weakness is an annoyance to prideful people like me. Haha! And yes, I went to the doctor's earlier, thinking maybe for once I'd start taking my meds to recover. I've never quite believe in taking meds, so I avoid them as much as I can.

But the point is, I'm horrified by the doctor I went to earlier. She's an old lady who can hardly use a computer efficiently and didn't check on me at all. All she did was struggle to type alphabet by alphabet (on where I'm studying and working, was it a test I had, what my illness felt like, blaaa) Then proceed to think and told me..

'hmm.. what should I prescribe for you. Oh oh, I'd prescribe this enzyme. You have to swallow it really quickly. And hmmm.. oh ya, I have this liquid which you can gargle. Uhh, you can gargle as many times as you like lah, never mind one. You schooling full or part time? Liddat I give you non-drowsy pills for day time, night time another kind will make you drowsy one ok?"

NO. Are you asking me for my permission to choose the kind of medicine I would prefer? So okay. I told her "I could do without the gargle thing please" to test her. She went "Oh oh.. You don't want ah, can can. I take away this one ah.." then proceed to clicking on that particular medication and delete from the system.

O_O ?!?!

The whole session I stared at her in confusion because she seem very unsure of her expertise. She wore home clothes, the kind you'd see aunties wearing to market. So doubtful lah, I really don't dare to take the medicine, :x !

Okay, but at least I get my MC. Despite spending $40 on everything. Gosh. Was told by the doc not to take any sambal chilli. But hopeless me went home and immediately have my dinner, with SAMBAL CHILLI no less! T_T Like what I said, Never die never stop trying.

Lets drop that now.

I had my Accounts test earlier. Didn't know what to expect, the kind of format and everything. But I think maybe I could pass it borderline. Tomorrow is the econs test! And I should probably start to study a little now.



People changes by Time,
their Heart uncertain.
And might there be one day,
when Love comes strolling by,
& everything just feels right.

But yet, just how Badly do you want it?
And how far, would You go for it?