14th of July

Its going to be the 14th in about 45 minutes, and perhaps many things are going to change. Lose some, gain some (I won't expect anything, thats a promise to myself). With no little memories which I'm going to bring along with me anymore. I'm going to delete all those photos, throw the letters and little memoirs of you, put behind every good and bad memories. Yes, even the good. Never had the courage to do it in the past. But now, I feel like I've got something else in store for me. Something special enough to overwhelme anything else, I strongly believe. Felt like there's too much changes, mostly good no doubt. I guess I lost a friend, whom I really do care for, genuinely. Sometimes, I wonder if money is the root of all evil, or people simply move on and thats that. The day we last took pictures together outside my class, perhaps its goodbye for good. It was a nice one, isn't it? Well, at least to me it was. Because I was smiling from my heart that day. You made an impact in my life. I've seen the first, most sincere love, from you. You taught me the way to love, and I'm going to do it right this time round. Even if it means a chance of getting hurt someday. But I'm ready to believe in something for once, in my life. Thank you for everything. Sure I didn't see this coming, but I guess it did.

Adios, little bean.