What happens in 5 days?

It's the first day of a whole new week. Yet again I got home at 1am. The flu doesn't make me feel any less depressed.

Best part of the day was getting some workout done with the favourite girlfriend. Motivation to get into better shape! You'll see. Hahaha!

I've been listening to music so much because I spend a lot of time alone these days. Mealtimes, strolls, long bus rides.. It makes one sane. You gotta agree with that. Ironically though, I feel more comfortable doing things alone. Like I always say, being alone doesn't mean you're lonely. Some people can't understand that. And I can't say I  understand them either.

This time I'll be the one watching and waiting by the sideline. Come what may.

Word

Twas a long long day, with hours that seem like minutes, passing by without me knowing. By the end of the day (which has been about 11 ish lately), I'd be totally worn out. So lethargic. I make the worst decisions whenever I'm in that state. More often than not, I'd wake up feeling nothing but empty the very next morning.

Sometimes I let myself be bothered about things that I can only mentally debate with myself. But always unsaid to anyone else.

How does this work really? Why did things turn out the way it did? What really matters? When will I be able to learn how to behave the way I really feel? Who am I to you, or you to me?

There are many traits of myself that I think I am. But yet others seem to disagree. How do you put your point across and make them see?

2.09am and I'm aiming to get out of bed by 7am. That's about 30 minutes earlier than my usual alarm.

Get out there, get things done, be an awesome friend, stay neutral.

Its not suppose to be that hard.

Morning commute

It has been such a common sight with people just hogging onto their gadgets on the train, earphones plugged into their ears, myself included. Just the row of people right in front of me (got a seat, it's my lucky day!) Six out of seven people are doing just that. The only one other older lady is holding a book.

So last night I was watching tv and dozed off on the couch, so I decided to sleep early anyway. What a difference! Even though I woke up with a stomachache, I feel less groggy and more disciplined. Should do this more often. :3 I also spout lesser nonsense. Teehee.

Mind>Heart

Who am I kidding.

Struggles

I don't even know what to say anymore. My day was one of the worst ever.

Feel so much like giving up on many things right now.

Mind is in such a blank. Would need plenty of alone time from now.

Midnight thoughts

You know how people think dating helps you find love?

Such bullshit.

I believe in Serendipity. Chance upon someone when you least expect it and be taken aback.

Those are the best.

Surprise surprise

Half a year hiatus, apparently. Must be the disappointment from not winning the Monster Inc tickets from previous post, ha!

Downloaded the blogger app while I'm in the cab going to work now. Cab uncle kept telling me about the new Marina Coastal Expressway and how convenient it is now. How come I didn't hear of it before?

Life's very much different now, compared to six months ago. Ah, banker life.. all I can say is, if anyone of you needs a loan for renovation or education, come look for me. Colleagues are pretty cool people, we hang out a loooooot!

Omgahhhh. MCE is jammed. FML no mood for this anymore. I'm late for my Dimsum appointment D:

Bye for now.

(PS: Photo below is taken before I found out about the jam. Am definitely not as smiley now.)

(PPS: and also, I notice the date is wrong because I used an old draft to continue this post. It's 30th December 2013 today. Thank you very much, I don't know how to edit the date in this android app.)

Monster University (Nuffnang)

 

Get out of the way kids, I've been waiting 10 years for this! RAAAAAAAAH! I'm really excited that Monsters Inc is outttttttt! And in "Monsters University" we'll get to see how Mike and Sulley first met! Check out the trailer!! Its like going back to university all over again, with all the partying and joining clubs and all :D Ahem, I haven't officially graduated ok. So I can totally relate to this. hehehehe. 
 

Catch Disney•Pixar’s “Monsters University”in Singapore cinemas this 20 June 2013! 

For more updates, like the Official Walt Disney Studios Singapore Facebook Page, follow @disneystudiosSG and subscribe to the Official Disney Studios Singapore YouTube Channel!

To find out if you are eligible for studies at Monsters University, you can also participate in the Monsters Aptitude Test (M.A.T.) on the Facebook page & stand to win exclusive premiums.

(PS: I did mine! Check out my score :p)

Thanks again Nuffnang!